i am so grateful to be alive. in the past week, i found out my financial aid is screwed, im failing a class, my car caught on fire and my mom was in a car accident.
i’ve spent the last couple days feeling like a potato, not really wanting to do anything or even practice or go to class. i miss my trumpet.
today was my first day back in Towson, and it rained all day. i spent most of the day in my room sleeping, and then my housemate was really nice and made food and i ate it even though i wasn’t hungry, but hadn’t eaten all day anyways. i talked a little bit, but went back to my room and tried to sleep again. Now i’ve started having scary, flame filled, car driven flashbacks. i don’t know what’s wrong with me.
i am so grateful to be alive.